Downside
Things have been tough
Not complete life altering tough but me altering tough
I am starting to feel old
I never noticed things bothering me mentally or health wise so much until now
Sometimes i feel like i'm losing my grip, spiraling recklessly into a black hole
I have found it hard to write a 'blog post' as i am always honest. sometimes its hard to be honest
I know i'm being vague but that's the best that i can do
Upside
I am finding ways to quiet my mind in the oddest of places (namely a reality show that has just started)
We will have the most important area of our home renovated by the end of the month
I am slowly feeling like a responsible adult even though sometimes its just fleetingly so
My children (except for their momentary visits to the downside)
I can feel the season changing and its exciting
I hope that i can get back to enjoying blogging again soon however i am generally an 'if you don't have anything nice to say then don't say anything at all' type of person, so i have found it hard to break through my state of negativity to write anything worthwhile reading.
